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« on: May 18, 2015, 12:07:53 am »
sometime it happens you can't find something in google and you have to ask someone on a forum, after getting some replies eventually there will be someone telling you that they found the answer on google and that the next time you should do the research better. but the problem is that someone who doesn't know english quiet well, they are going to have a hard time to search the right words to get what they want. i personally am still a skid who doesn't want to do the actual work and wants something ready to be used, and i personally think that it's the wrong way to go and i know that. but laziness doesn't let me do it, i don't know i can't deal with laziness. the whole day i'm thinking: "later i'm going to do some programming and maybe read some books", well guess what at the end of the day i don't and i really feel guilty. i just don't know what's wrong or how to deal with it. and to be honest, i like to have that skill to be a hacker, but i'm spending too much of my time in entertainment and i just feel like i can't quit that bitch.