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It must be difficult to not be able to post on this forum without getting worshipped.
It's not that I mind the compliments. Having a severe lack of self-esteem, of course I love it. However, I don't want to be deified. I've found, over the years, that often people will deify another and subconsciously it makes that person's level an unattainable goal. We are all still equals here, in one way or another. I'm older than most and have spent a great deal of time on certain subjects that make me uniquely suited to answer different questions. That does not mean that I'm 'better' than anyone else nor does it mean that my level of skill is unattainable by someone new. I have had several students/apprentices who've started far later than I but surpass me in level of technical prowess. My only advantage, in such situations, remains that I'm older and have more experience from which to draw upon; thus I am able to see patterns that others don't or know the likely result of a query based upon other knowledge(aka, 'wisdom').
My primary point is that I don't want to be deified. I don't ever want someone thinking that they have nothing to teach me or that I'm somehow out of their league. As several people can attest(Daemon, bluechill, Teddy, TurboBorland, Kulverstukas & others), I often ask for assistance, even when working on something that is not readily understood.
I hope I've explained it well enough; I'm quite tired and not sure if I've been adequately clear. Remember that Buddha insisted on not being deified. He simply stated that, over time & experience, he came to know his own path and offered it for others to learn from. I'd like to do the same, in one way or another, but I certainly am not on the best possible path. Still, learn from my path so as to avoid the same mistakes in your own.
Perhaps this would do better in a new topic or something...
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