This is all 1,000,000% based on the perspective of the individual. Life isn't a bitch unless you make it one, it all depends on what you've done to get to where you are. Drinking is different based on the culture of an area as well as the individual, some drink for flavor, some for fun, some to drown out the world for a night. Not sure what you mean by confession in this case.. as for drugs, same with drinking. It can be just socially, for fun, to drown out the world, some people even think it helps them make things better whether they're having a good time or not. Smoking is a physical addiction, usually nowdays people start smoking socially when everyone is drinking and then next thing you know you're buying a pack of cigs. Hand job...wtf dude seriously? Sex is fun and it feels good, end of story. Suicide...should also be a very obvious one. People who have a "hard" life because they didn't handle (I know there are a few exceptions where people didn't have a choice in the matter) it properly get depressed, depressed people don't want to live anymore. I've been there, I've attempted suicide twice and I used to cut myself really bad. Cutting really is an amazing stress reliever, however I absolutely DO NOT recommend it and would much prefer it if nobody ever did.
I can probably write a 2000 page essay on all of this, but I'll keep it simple and leave it at that. And now I'm going to harp on you about how TERRIBLE your grammar and spelling is, but if you're not a native English speaker, I will cut you some slack and just say to try start trying a bit harder to speak properly. I mean absolutely no offense by this, it's just annoying to see people who don't know how to talk like a person on the internet, however this is better than most. itz nt lyk u wre typn lyk dis